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Nicole and GW..

Man, I just can't stop thinking about her. Today was the best day ever. I got to be with her, and everything we just did today I really enjoyed. Once she had to go though, it's like someone just stabbed me in the heart. I just felt really sad because after a day like this, I just wanted to stay with her forever. I was never tough enough to tell her, but like everytime she texted someone, I just felt like she didn't really care about us at the moment. I know I texted as well but like she just texted away when I felt like something was just going to happen. Something "magical" of you would say. I'm so sorry for saying that. But yeah. I sometimes get pretty jealous during that moment when she's like talking or conversing with other guys. I mean like I'm not really the jealous type, or the romantic type, but like when she starts talking to a guy or txting one, I just feel kind of sad because like I just want to spend the whole day with her and her only. Ah, i don't know what I'm saying. I really love her and I wouldn't ever want to lose her. After today, calling her. Hearing her voice just makes me miss her so much and I just feel like crying. Cuz I'm like manly and all. xD Man, thinking about her hurts. Especially since I think about her 24/7 it hurts even more. I really want to go GW and I would do anything to go there. I've tried begging, getting my grades to suck, and even asking my brother for help, but nothing will change my parents mind. They just don't get it. I don't know why, but I really really love Nicole. I'm just writing this thing and I'm already crying over Nicole because just think of her makes me miss her so much D; I just want my parents to at least give GW a chance. I mean like I really don't plan on going to Yale like my brother, as long as I get to go to a good college and as long as I can go to med school so I can follow my fldream to be a doctor. I mean come on. At least give GW one semester. if my grades drop, send me back to FD. But if they actually get higher, then please oh please make me stay. I mean I only stay at FD because that's what my parents want. I would do anything to go to GW. I just want to be with Nicole as much as I can ): Please. My parents. They fell in love in high school, and they ended up successful after. I just can't stand not being with Nicole. I even think that my grades will worsen during this school year because I don't think I'm gonna be able to focus without Nicole with me. She makes me just want to be better at everything. I love her with all my heart.